Addiction?
I’m addicted to idleness, that’s what 5 months of holiday does to 18 year olds, then again it could juz b an environmental cause, or an unintentional malintentioned turn in steering the face of life’s bulwark…
How very very strange. Adeline’s honey laced testimonial is missing! oh no, a digitalised Malaysian Sunbear must’ve slashed its way into my friendster account and licked that testimonial off my testimonial board! bad bad bears.. i shall turn u into digital bear patties… wahaha
Hmmm …
Today nothing of great significance occured.. watched some dr. rumah.. did some exercise.. ate some stuff.. went to tandas… read 1 chapter of advanced music theory.. and it was then when it suddenly struck me, the realization so dramatic it could turn cod fish into diamonds, and cruella de vil into hellboy…
Man, time hates me, I realized that I was dirt bored forever.
Oh yea.. now I remember something memorable.. (er something memorable shouldn’t take that long to recall should it? contradictions..lol) today was the last classical guitar lesson I gave to Yen Fong. Yep, yours truly absorbs money in the process too. It is destined, form 6 encroaching, all unnecessary barnacles of holiday vanity must be severed from real life… so, I gave her an extra long lesson today.. which lasted about 2 hours… which also happened to be 5 minutes longer than average.. lolz
Yea everyone’s familiar with Konserto Terakhir..sob..sob, but in this Kelas Gitar Terakhir however, fortunately no one died…whee~ the final piece I taught was Fur Elise by Beethoven, arranged for Spanish Guitar. Finally, it is done.
I hope my time was invested well in my student. Well, godspeed to her in her musical journey.
I have a gut feeling that this week will qualify itself for my long term memory bank.. such a gut feeling is hard to ignore… This Wednesday… going to know my next destination of education… This Thursday… going to know if I am deserving… some time this month… going to know if my jokes were bad… by the end of this week… going to know if regret shall permeate from the phospholipid membrane of every cell in my body… when holiday ends… and adulthood demands attention…
Oh a side note, I know how hard it is for whoever it is to read my blog to understand it. I intentionally violated the pyramid principle of human comprehension, by simply being out of chronology… so lesson learnt for whoever willing to learn it, chronological articles are good for health.. and carrots are good for the nose.. izit?
I went jogging today… and I think I unscathed more dirt about the mystery of ..
The Runner’s High
I must admit, running is fun!.. strangely, I noticed that when I push my heart to the absolute I-don’t-care-you’re-in-pain-for-heaven’s-sake’-u’re-18 limit.. especially when running up steep slopes…I sensed a transcendance.. as if the body chemistry changed in an instant.. suddenly I felt that I couldn’t stop running, yea there was discomfort in my chest, but my arms and legs seem to move by themselves.. believe it or not, in the end, stopping the running was the hard part… is this runner’s high?
oh well, couldn’t hurt to go for a 2nd try.. lolz… as I was jogging, the only thing that echoed in my head was the music of Chariots of Fire… somehow, listening to this music in my head.. gives me refined strength.. in an inspirational yet strange way.. somehow.. inspiration seems to give… energy
Of course, another reason for me to jog is to improve my stamina.. for certain reasons.. ahahaha.. we’ll leave that for another day
I noticed that expressing the strengths of oneself is totally uncalled for.. aka bragging.. it is a good thing I guess… I guess if I’m a lion, I wouldn’t want to tell everyone in the savannah that I can digest animal meat.. or that I am cute and cuddly but I actually have sharp teeth and claws… lolz… and perhaps this aspect of human nature was acquired by thousands of years of evolution? and how does humility then comes into play… how was humility evolved? perhaps it was humble people who had the character strength to learn and adapt faster than the arrogant ones.. and thus the arrogant ones become mammoth food more often than the humble ones… and thus thousands of years later, we instinctively know that… being humble is good! its part of human nature… but does human nature really differ from the features of reptiles and mammals alike… that which we call, animal instinct?
People fear what they do not understand. To diminish the fear, they present it as crap so as to gain a self imposed sense of well being. Yep, one of yours truly’s crappy entries… wahahahaha
